Haaaavee you heard the neeeewsss that you're dead?

That's right. 2 Deaths have happened recently which have really upset me. I was so close to them both and I loved them so much! I just wish they didn't have to go :(

Yup.

My iPod and my laptop BOTH died! I mean wtf!
My iPod got put in the washing machine O_o (Argh stupid parents, they should learn to check pockets!)
And my laptop.. uh well I always turn it off by holding down the off button.. damaging the hardrive.. D'OH.

And nooowww I shall talk about my last blog.. I'm sorry it was so emo lol. And I'm sorry if it upset anyone.. I almost cried when Ailish told me she'd read it and decided to change and apologise and such. Unwanted result much? lol. I didn't even think she'd read it to be honest :O I was in such a depressing mood and I blame Hannah for this!

She sent me this song on msn called Beautiful Freak by The Eels. And she told me it reminded her so much of me and how much she means to me! I cried lol. I was in such a crying mood last night.. oh and then later on It didn't get better.. I'll explain that in a minute though.

Heres the lyrcis to the song:
Youre such a beautiful freak
I wish there were more just like you
Youre not like all of the others
And that is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak
That is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak
Some people think you have a problem
But that problem lies only with them
Just cause you are not like the others
But that is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak
Yeah that is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak
Too good for this world
But I hope you will stay
And Ill be here to see that you dont fade away
Youre such a beautiful freak
I bet you are flying inside
Dart down and then go for cover
And know that i
I love you
Beautiful freak,
You know that i
I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak

Such a sweet song (:
Ooh but anyways, heres what happened last night.

Well! There I was downstairs on the computer since my laptops broked (*cry*), smoking a cigarette when I heard noises from upstairs. Usually I would have payed no attention but I wasn't in the mood to risk it. I had a plate full of ash in front of me so I quickly scooped up the ash and hid it in a bowl next to me. I then stubbed out the cigarette quickly and put it in my pocket along with my backy and lighter. About 2 minutes later, BAM. My mum opened the door (quite loudly.. it scared the shit outta me.) She said:
'Amy you left the tap on in the kitchen and.. *sniffs* what's that smell?'
Me: Uhh what smell? I don't smell anything.
Mum: I smell smoke.. what have you been doing?
Me: Nothing. *Goes into the kitchen and peeks round to see that mum is looking around my desk for evidence
Mum: Amy. What's in this bowl..
Me: Wha? In what bowl?
Mum: This one
Me: Oh.. its.. insence.
Mum: Insence? It doesn't smell like insence..
Me: That's cause I lit a match to light it so it smells a bit weird.
Mum: Oh well.. we'll talk about this tomorow. Go to bed now.

Gawwwd that was a close break.
HA no offence but shes a little bit brown haired (not blonde Ailish :) ) if she seriously thought that was insence.
But oh well, at least she believed it :/

How ironic.

Um bored now and the Ball family are coming round to visit my mum so she has me running around the house, tidying up and cleaning to pretend we live in a house that is actualy clean.. HA. But seriously that smoking thing with my mum fucking scared me and I'm gonna quit smoking soon lol.

ANAL