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Thursday, 24 July 2008

Give 'Em Hell, Kid -.-

I had my hair cut :)


At last hehe.. I'm sure everyone was pretty sick of the countless polls and pictures I had asking for hair advice..


But now for the moment we've all been waiting for!

My new hair!




The fat kid behind me is my brother..

Told ya he was chubby and had no life (Y)

To be honest my hair isn't that much different aha :L But oh well.. might grow it long next time and go for a scene kid hairstyle ;)

I swear I get it cut shorter and shorter everytime it gets cut.. you just wait I'll be bald the next time I get it cut aha :)



A list of things that ultimately suck:
1) Controlling Parents.. Oscars mum for example, is a total controlling bitch who needs to stop juding people.. just because you're sexually active doesn't make you a total slut..

2) Great music you've killed.. You find an amazzing song and you play it too much and then you just get so sick of the song!
3) Makeup Application (Big word ;) aha).. I got some lush new makeup and I can't even put it on properly :L
4) Parents who wont shut up.. Mum please stfu :)
5) Being Used.. Oooh we'll get revenge people.. we'll get revenge >:)


They were just some things on my mind that some people can relate to :)

I think I have door OCD! Everytime I'm in a room the door HAS to be closed! Otherwise I can't sit in it :L Oh wait.. the doors open now.. hold on!

Okay NOW I have door OCD ;) I'm gonna google it actually.. oh google <3>

Okay. So I look more like a muslim.. but you get the idea ;)

Anyone doing anything nice in the holidays? Yes, No, Maybe so? :D

I'm going to Bexhill for 2 weeks in 2 days ;) Can't waitt!! And then after I'm going on holiday to somewhere hot!

I'm permanently dying my hair black tonight :) I know it's allready black but this is a new colour! It's bluey black.. so it either shines blue or its like I dunno.. lol. Pretty :)


Anyone wanna talk? I'm so bored and I'll be nice! :D I'm a nice person! Sometimes.. ;) Hehe

Anyway, what to write.. I could write a parent lecture? Doubt anyone would read that though :P So I guess I'll just write about something random since thats more my stizyle ;) Aha.. new word! Oh I know! I'll make a list of words I've made! :D

Amy's Words© =
1) Heylo
2) Thankies
3) Okies
4) Jizzrag
5) Muchethly
6) Loveage
7) Secks Box
8) Eep


Can't think of anymore >.> Will keep you posted with them ;)

Oh, and the blog title is linked to the lectures and shit we get off parents :D

Wednesday, 23 July 2008

What's My Age Again?

I promised more dumb conversations so here they are ;)

My Msn Name Said: Booze/Fag/Weed Deprived :(
Then Nathan said to me: You're not fag deprived, you talk to me all the time

Nathan: Eat the damn chocolate goddamit amy or god forbit i will cover my cock in it and head rape you!
Me: Well i wont be eating the chocolate now then ;)

Finn: Oh so you're trying to get in shape for ____ then? ;)
Amy: No, actually. I'm trying to get in shape for Oscar.. and if Oscar gets boring any other person ;)
Finn: LOL
Amy: I'm joking though!

Amy (Explaining what rainbow kiss is): ..and then they makeout and like slush the cum and period around...
Maria: EW!
Amy: ..Like a smoothie! :D

Amy: im just gonna sit here, eat chocolate biscuits and laugh at himm... and cyber with u ;) So..
Hannah: Lmao
Amy: What you wearing? ;)
Hannah: well if yuu must know im wearning those see through angel thongs and a yellow bra and sitting like that in my bedroom cuz its so bloody hot nd its bout to get hotter ;)
Amy: Ahh ;) and i wanna rip them off you with my teeth.. and then.. chain you to the bed.. and then.. make you eat a banana and..
Hannah: lol..wtf?
Amy: *slaps you* EAT IT BITCH... I dunno. LOL
Hannah: Hmmm.... kinky cyber sex.. love it ;) Lmao Say my name bitch say it!
Amy: ... OSCAR!... Oh shit. I mean.. uh.. Hannah!
Hannah: OMG AMY!! :O Oscar?! Whos Oscar?!
Amy: Uh..
Hannah: hmm amy who is he? who is he? yuu tld me i was the onli one :(
Amy: You are babes :( He's just my bit on the side.. it's not you.. it's me! <3?
Hannah: yuu said yuu loved me and tht i was the best yu'd ever had and tht i satisfied yuu :( wt happened?
Amy: I swear our conversations are getting weirder and weirder everyday : lmao

Hannah (Said this to her bf on msn thinking it was him): Im nt in love i just wanna be touched
(Person she thought was her bf): Its sam and jak aint imprerssed u wanna be touched by me lol
Amy: 2 for 1? xD

I'd write more but Naths being a fag and saying he wants to read it but he's getting his hair dyed soon :P

More to come ;)

And yeah, me and my friends talk about sex wayy too much :P

Friday, 18 July 2008

For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took...

I think I'm due a blog now, so here it goes (Y)...

Oh wait. More things you should know:
1) I am actualy addicted to Nutella :/ I bought another jar and ate half in a night :O Lmao
2) Arghh I just wan't to be different.. I need a new hairstyle and a new look (Y)
3) I got my nose pierced again.. 3rd time lucky? :D
4) I think I talk about myself to my friends wayyy too much :S Sorry guys!
5) I've decided to show the world my face.. without makeup! Time to show whats behind the protective goop ^.^

And here is the no makeup picture...

Yuck. Shan't be taking another one of those photos again but I'm gradually becoming less fake and more clean :)
So with the lack of alcohol, fags and makeup.. I'm cleaner! :D

I just want to eat healthier now and all will be well.. apart from the fact I'm missing Bexhill and its people like crazzzyy. And when I say people I mean my friends and Oscar.. mainly Nikita, Sabina, Tanya, Tom and Anthony (Y)

But of course I love the rest of you ;)

Strange blog title but relevant (Y) Shan't explain much more about that :)


Its only 5 days now till I see my friends again in Bexhill.. can't wait! I get to uncleanify my body again with booze and fags and weed! lmao. Meh, I'll be healthy another time :P Seize the day and what not.


Anyways... Youtube ;) I'm thinking of making an account and like, reading my blogs out or whatever instead of typing it.. would make it easier/funner :) I doubt I'd have the guts/non-laziness to do that though. My blogs aren't very interesting for people to read anyways, it's more stress relief :)





I found my twin today :O There I was looking through google at emo hair styles when this girl pops up on the screen... and she looks a lot like me :O I put her as my dp on msn and people actualy thought she was me.. greeat they forgot what I look like already? :P Or does she really look that much like me? Well here she is anyways..


If you've seen other pictures of me you would notice how alike we look.. I'd add another pic of me but I'm far too lazy and since it's 1:20am in the morning I'm quite tired :)

I've been in a really I-Wanna-Do-Something-Really-Stupid mood lately.. not like harmful stupid! Like.. Jackass stupid ;)

URGH This nose stud is getting on my nerves allready. It's like I've got a twig up my nose.. I mean wtf! It itches and it hurts! But it looks awesome ;) I hope :O

So... I put up furniture today.. :D Yeah my life sucks LOL.

Arghh what am I going to look forward to once I've been to Bexhill? Seriously. Life is so boring :/ I feel a depressing mood coming on.. I think I'll go eat a cookie. But no. We have no cookies and if we did there would still be none left cause my fugly brother would have eaten them all. He's actualy so fat (Y)

Ah ha I took a picture of him see...

What a lard ass.
;)
Night night people! :D Sleep well and... tip your waitress? O_o
Yeah.. that'll do...
<3?

Tuesday, 15 July 2008

Just So You Know (Y)

I'll start this post with a random list of things I've learnt this month :)

1) It's nice to see your boyfriend be jealous of you talking to another guy, but it's not nice getting jealous over him talking to another girl :(
2) There is a serious difference between love and lust.
3) I'm bloody addicted to grapes! I've eaten 3 whole packets so far this week -.- I have a problem.. lol
4) I've learnt to think before I say/type :) And wow it's weird! lol Better... but weird.
5) You have to do things you hate for people sometimes to show them that you really love them :)
6) Papa Roach actualy made an album that has nearly all decent songs :) (Paramour Sessions.. check it out ;) )
7) I can actualy get bored of The Sims 2..
8) My friends and Oscar are the only people to keep me sane in this town.
9) To be more trustworthy :)
10) To stop expecting so much from people.

I know that list wasn't as exciting as you would have wanted it to be, but I guess I don't learn much exciting stuff :P
I don't learn much really, well from school I suppose I do, but life lessons? Nah.

Right now I'm eating Nutella.. (Chocolate spread) And the whole 400g tub has 2060 calories in it! WTF, why does such bad food have to taste so good? This is god punishing us for Adam and Eve eating fruit in Genesis..

Yeah that didn't make sense at all lol. And I don't believe in religion which makes it even weirder O_o And if they ate fruit and God wanted to punish them, then why make other food worse to eat? He should have made fruit like really fatty or poisonus or something.. why wreck all the other food? Asshat.

But anyways I've eaten about 1/4 of the tub of Nutella today which is 530 Calories.. oh shit lol. I'm gonna start going to the gym I think. Then I can at least eat all the junk I want and burn some of it off :)

My dog got fixed yesterday! (Y) Poor thing lmao. All he does since is whine and moan and try and lick his balls. But he has a cone on his head so he cant.. I actualy lmao'd when I saw him.. I shouted 'CONE HEAD LOL' and then got told off cause it upsets the dog..

Yeah he'll get over it xD

So today, I decided to try wearing a thong...
LOL
To be honest it's actualy not that bad (Y) You don't really notice it and it's not as bad as it sounds :) I'd wear them again but I much prefer girl boxers and hawt pants :)

I should be a reviewer in my spare time hehe.. I have a lot of spare time now :/ I'm just wondering if I'm going to actualy do those diets I talked about in my other post.. hehe We'll have to wait and see :)

Well I suppose that's all for now. Cept please can you all be a dear and do this blog :)
I really want to know if I should have my hair done like that... But really, what's the point? No ones gonna see it... :/ Never really thought of that before.. But heres the link anyway.

http://www.bebo.com/PollView.jsp?MemberId=122710598&PollId=7449888225

Monday, 14 July 2008

Issues

Well that was a pretty fucked up week.

Too many arguments and too much boredom >.>

But lets hope this week will be better :)

((And Happy Week Anniversery to me and Oscar for yesterday (: ))

Now, on to the blog...

I have a 7 week holiday and it started today. I am so bloody bored already wtf am I going to do? I'll probably just stay in and eat and go on msn and be depressed. You just wait, I'm gonna get fatter and fatter untill I can't even get out the house.. I'd actualy laugh if that happened though.. well actualy I don't think I would but thinking about it now its funny :P

Just 12 more days till I come and visit Bexhill, I never thought I'd actualy move. I hate this town it fucking sucks. Theres so many emos and skater and people who have lots in common with me but I'd rather be with all the chavs in Bexhill! Least I'd have my old mates there.

On to happier topics now :) I'm gonna get my eyebrows plucked soon! You'd laugh if you saw both of them at the same time. I plucked them but then I got lazy so I did a crap job and now they both don't match... but I just thought fuck it and left it because I have a side fringe so you only see one :P So when I come down.. people please don't lift up my fringe ! I'll look like a total asshat (I love that word :P)

Well guess what the weather was like today? :D

Raining! Wow, you don't need to be psychic to guess that. It always bloody rains here! I used to love the rain but now it's just boring and I miss the sun :( I liked the way it also used to make my ginger hair glow ^.^ But now my hairs black.. I'm getting pretty bored of the colour actualy.. I might dye it chocolate brown next. I love that colour :)

I wanted to get my lip pierced over the summer holiday but my dads being a twat and saying I'm only allowed to get it done when I'm 18... FUCK THAT. Last year he said 16 anyways! He's actualy such a twat. I'm getting my nose repierced though (Y) And when I move back to Bexhill when I'm 16 I'll get my lip pierced then :P If my dad says I'm allowed a tattoo when I'm 16 then why wont he let me get my lip pierced you ask? Well, It's because HE thinks they're gross.. what an asshat.

Anyways I might have my hair cut short...er.

Heres the pic, please tell me what you think I'll add a picture of me too so you can compare :)









Friday, 11 July 2008

Because Days Come And Go...

Don't really know what to write about really. Usually I'm full of ideas but today I'm stuck :O Havent wrote anything in a couple of days- too lazy really :P Now on to the blog!...

My Current Obsessions:
1) Flavoured Water (I drink like, a big bottle a day :O)
2) Oscar (Of course ;) )
3) Lead Sails (And A Paper Anchor)- Atreyu
4) When Two Are One- Atreyu
5) Your Love Is A Lie- Simple Plan
6) Save It For The Bedroom- You Me At 6
7) The Word 'Jizzrag' ;)
8) Writing (Even though I can't be asked to do it most of the time hehe..)
9) Atreyu
10) Baking (That's right! Amy can cook! But yeah, I burnt quite a lot of stuff :/)
11) Flowers!<3

What an interesting list, if you are reading this you have no life.. like me! Wow we have something in common (Y)

Right now I'm watching The Grudge and Jacob won't shut his fat obese hench (In a fat way) overweight flabby ugly mouth!! Yeah, he's fat. This is some of the stuff he's eaten today: 6 Jaffacakes, 3 Cookies, Chocolate Milkshake, Dinner (He has an adult portion.. I don't even have that ffs!), 4 Rice crispie cakes, 3 Other biscuits and more. He's so fucking fat! And oh my god, it annoys me how FAT his ass is! And he sticks it out when hes on the computer (which he's on ALL day). I'm gonna take a photo of him sitting like that and put it on here so you see what I mean!

So I start my holidays tomorow. I didn't go to school today or yesterday because I was too lazy.. I don't mind school but I HATE the rain here. It rains EVERYday loads, its making my hair frizzy and It's pissing me off! Is there like something that'll make your hair stay straight ffs! :

Love!
'The word love has many different meanings in English, from something that gives a little pleasure ("I loved that meal") to something one would die for (ideals, family). It can describe an intense feeling of affection, an emotion or an emotional state. ...'
Well, would I die for Oscar? Thats the question ;)
Well personally I don't think that means anything because I would die for another person (Y) Or maybe I'm just not afraid to die :/ Emo much?

Why do Japanese people always have awesome hair? Seriously! I'm watching The Grudge like I said earlier, and EVERYONE has good hair! It's not fair :O I think I could look Japanese, I'd get like a Japanese skin coloured spray tan, put fuck loads of eyeliner and tah dah! I already have black hair too :P Maybe I'll do that for like a costume party hehe (Y)

Gawd now my mums obsessed with flowers, she's got like 3 vases of flowers in here, she put 2 in my room, 1 in the bathroom (Like, wtf!), 1 in the livingroom, 1 in her bedroom and she's probably put one in the bloody conservatory. Psycho mum, much!

Oscar is hott <3

The End...for now!

Monday, 7 July 2008

Starting Over...

So I just had my first day of school at Teweskebery.
Oh my fucking god, it's like Bexhill High!
Not to be a reviewer but I noted some things down :) :
!) You're allowed to wear as much makeup as you want and whatever colours, so you could wear bright green eyeshadow if you wanted :O
!) You rarely get homework- and if you do no one ever does it..
!) You don't have journals..
!) You're allowed as many pirecings as you want + you're allowed to wear face piercings..
!) People rarely do the class work
!) You're allowed to listen to your mp3s in class! People ask the permission of the teacher though
!) People use phones in class
!) People wear trainers, lots and lots of jewlery and accesories and own clothes over/under their uniform.
!) Students swear in front of/at the teachers and don't get in trouble and are allowed to..
!) People eat in class..
!) You're allowed to dye your hair any colours that aren't really that bold like pink.. and you're allowed highlights and your hair down.
!) Boys are allowed long hair
!) You can wear skinny pants (<3!)
!) You're allowed chewing gum
!) No community service :P
!) Teachers don't show up to lessons and you end up changing classs rooms and doing 'work' with year 8's...
!) Teachers DEFINATLY can't control their classes...
!) Only punishment is to sit somewhere else no matter how bad the students been..
!) Some of the teachers are fucking pervs! My science teacher stares at all the girls tits so obviously! :O They call him titty-watcher lmao
!) You don't learn ANYTHING
!) Teachers don't care if you do/don't do work.

Heaven much? Lmao.
I met a group of people, they seem really nice. Theres Kerry, Gage, Ashley, Louise, Emily, Katie, Toby... Can't remember the rest lmao.
I tried :P

Oh my god, everyone in this city is emo/rocker/skater. I'm not even joking. Theres no room in this town to be individual!
I miss being stared at and laughed at for my tacky outfits :(

Mr Campbell said this was a good school... wtf? Lmao. My new head of years nice though :) And I have to take 2 buses and walk some to my new fucking house >.> Everyone has like a northern accent. Everyone says bath and grass etc like me and EVERYONE isn't a virgin and smokes weed/gets drunk a lot.

I've been invited to a piss up concert I may go :) What else have I got to do?
I swear I'm gonna get a bad future in this schoool... oh well you only need like, English to be a writer don't you?

Something tells me I'm gonna have a lot more fun and a lot less education here... and I'm so taking advantage of it. Serves my parents right for moving me :P
This is so payback! <3

Seems like I'm not gonna piss ups after all! :D Oh sweet alcohol... lol. Guess how many lessons of R.E I have every week? 1 :P Fucking 1!! I'm in heaven! <3

Theres hardly much hot guys here but theres loads of emo guys :O Heaven much? I was warned about guys that would definitaly go for me because I was new and such, my new friends told me how they were such jerks and I shouldn't fall for them. Well I have Oscar so I don't have to worry about that :P <3

I have quite a nice looking guy in my form called Joe.. I like his voice and he has insanely large hairstyles.. lol. I really miss my friends and Oscar though :/ Me and Oscar just started dating yesterday but I can't help but think he'll get bored of me/cheat on me! :( I wish I still lived in Bexhill.. :(

Anyways.. heres my number of lessons per week!:
'Pers Devel'= 1
Science= 6
Maths= 4
Free= 3
Food= 3
P.E= 2
German= 3
Media= 3
English= 4
R.E= 1!


I can hear someone recieving behaviour problem help here behind a big screen.. cause a big screens gonna make all the bloody difference! The dudes name is Curtis and from what I hear he has ginger hair (A lot of people have ginger hair here...). He has a phobia of girls? LMAO. I just kept screaming HOMO in my head the whole time lol.

I bit all my nails down :/ They had loads of stains on them so I decided to bite them off! Plus I was hungry and it helped the craving! So many skaters/emo's... It's like the perfect school for me. Everyone has the same interests as me! :D

Wow this Curtis guy is comepletly in love with his best friend! And the woman patrionises the shit outta this kid! She over reacts so fakely to small things: Curtis- 'Yeah, my mum accidently ate her bday chocolate present'. Woman- '*GASP!* :O Oh my word! That's naughty! I can't believe that... oh dear!'

Oh shut up you silly cunt. Lmao.

Oscar is hot :) lol Sorry yet another Oscar talk :P He's soo self conscious it's sweet! He thinks he'd ugly and hides his face in his hair! To be honest, I think he's very good looking and perfect the way he is! :) I'm so happy and lucky to have him! ^.^ And now I can now actualy say I've had a boyfriend that's hot ;)

Yeah. I Can Pull.
LOL

Friday, 4 July 2008

Final Destination!

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

After DAYS of searching I have FINALLY found a pet shop in this shit place I live which actually sells pet rats!! There’s 2 left and a curse goes on to ANYONE other than me who fucking buys them!

I have such a headache :( Parents say its cause I’ve only eaten a piece of bread and half a banana this week. But you can live without food for ages apparently, but my dads gonna make me take re-hydration pills so I still get all the vitamins and crap. And then If I still don’t eat I’m getting taken to the doctors... they can kiss my ass! I hate doctors! I know they only try to help but I can’t help but feel the male ones are mentally undressing me : And don’t you hate it when you say you have like, really bad stomach pains and then they go down lower and lower and I’m like ‘My stomachs up there you fucking perv!’.

I am so happy! Finally I get my rats!

I’m gonna do a poll on bebo and ask people what I should call them :)
http://www.bebo.com/PollTake.jsp?PollId=7399182543&MemberId=122710598
Please do it! I need your help! :(

I’m definitely gonna call one Ozzy... that’s such a cute name for a rat!

Much Loveage x

Thursday, 3 July 2008

Friends Like You<3

Okay so I don’t normally do this but I’ve decided to write a little something for a few of my amazing friends :) In no particular order:

Tanya and my Twins!:
Oh my gawd, there’s so much to bloody say about all of you but you have to be the most weirdest, hyperist, whoryist (don’t worry so am I ;) ), most like meist, randomist people I have ever met! We have much fun watching porn (especially banana porn!), listening to our good music ;), annoying the twins by trying to make them lick each other’s nipple LOL, going on about boys to each other (sorry I’ve been doing that a lot lately... lol), dressing like harlequin girls!, taking fuck loads of photos!, getting soo pissed together then regretting everything we do the next day!, getting high together (my first time was with you! :D), watching me have sex on the beach!, doing stuff with the same guys on the same night xD, raping Craig... it was so consented!, annoying the hell out of Anthony, poking Anthony’s big dick :D, waxing random parts of our bodies! (boobs and bikini lines... ow!), sleeping over at your guys house and making too much noise! And at Tanya’s house getting caught sneaking out the window :P lol, our lesbian moments!, discussing the things that turn us on.. lol, getting pissed at the twins and then crying so much over the guys that didn’t like us!, me claiming you guys all the time!, OSCARS HOT (sorry had to add that part in LOL), saying stupid stuff when we’re drunk then writing it down, having a detox week which we all secretly failed at... me and Sabina lost on the first day when we ate chocolate LOL and Tanya having takeout! And Nikita not eating the celery and not drinking the green tea!, and fuck loads more! This is beginning to turn into an essay.. lol. I just want to say thank you SO much for being such amazing friends to me.. I really wish I could stay in Bexhill and stay with all of you but my parents are cunts :( I love you all so much so don’t you DARE cry at this letter thingy! Never forget me because I could NEVER forget you! I think of you every single day most of the day! I think of how I took you guys for granted and how I should have spent more time with you guys! I’m sorry for being a bitch to you at times and being a bad friend. When I come down to visit we are gonna have so much bloody fun! You guys mean so much to me and it’s proven. Ever since I left you guys I have depression... I can’t eat because I miss you so much! :( This isn’t goodbye okay, this is I’m-going-on-holiday-for-like-a-year-or-less-because-my-parents-are-cunts-but-its-not-really-a-holiday-because-I’m-gonna-hate-it! So... I’ll be back! :P

Anthony!:
I’m starting this off with... he has a big dick :) Probably the biggest I’ve ever seen... :O He loves mallyboo and I love him! We’ve had soo many great times together! Especially piss ups! My first piss up was with him and he was the first guys I ever did stuff with. He should be proud! He like, de-non-virginised someone :) I really am gonna miss him fuck loads... he annoys the hell out of everyone but you just can’t stop loving him! He’s always random and immature... like me :P He could be the female version of me! Nah.. I’m not cool enough :( I can dream! We dated for a couple of months and it worked out okay... apart from he cheated on me with Dr Durkin... but everyone makes mistakes Ant its kay ;) ((Please don’t kill me for saying that! Oh wait... I’m like a 4 hour drive away... go for it! :P)). He has a hench brother who’s kinda fit ;) And he loves attention.. a bit like a puppy. Omg yeah! A puppy! That sums you up :) Not really sure what else to say.. there’s like too much and I can’t be asked to type it all out :O You’ve always been there for me Ant, especially with boy problems.. like Josh :P Who I ironically cheated on with... with you LOL. Thanks for all the good advice and good times.. you really are the kooliest person I’ve met ;)


Meh. Bored, I'll write more later lol.

Wednesday, 2 July 2008

Disposable Teen

Well.

I got bored and decided to waste paper :D

I'll save the environment another time..

When I'm less bored xD

http://bebo.com/watch/7393531736



;)

I am now officialy Anthonys little duckling.

I'm suffering from depression and all I ate today was a piece of bread because Anthony said I had to :(

So now I've gained yet another nickname.. don't I have enough?

The dye from my hair is fading :S

How suckish.

That's what you get when you're too cheap to buy good dye folks ;)


I hadn't straightened my hair in that picture :/


I was about to but Anthony kept distracting me..
xD

Kay I'm bored. And tired. So I'll write more tomorow kay? x <3

Just in case he's reading this which he's not cause he actualy has a life :D.. Oscar you're hot :)

Tuesday, 1 July 2008

Sweet Talk 101

Dumb Conversations lol:
Amy: Ant, I got a text from Craig
Ant: Great
Amy: He told me I smelt :( Do I smell Ant? *Smells self*
Ant: I can't smell you..

Hannah: You're wearing a watch! But you never wear watches...
Amy: That's because I can't tell the time...
Hannah: Then why are you wearing a watch?
Amy: Because they make me look smart :D
Hannah: You're 15 and you can't tell the time...
Amy: Don't rub it in :(

Nikita: Amy! You drunk the rest of the whitestar!
Amy: No! Tanya drunk the rest, I tried to stop her but she was like: No Amy! I have to rape you!, and I was like 'No Tanya No!'.
(I was drunk at the time teehee)

Tanya: (While I was giving her a hiccie) Ow, Fuck me! Ow, Fuck me!
Amy: I'd fuck you.
Tanya: Anyday.

Amy: (After spilling whitestar over myself and not noticing) Why is the floor wet? Better question; why am I wet? :O

Amy: Before I met you guys, I never used to drink as much or get drunk.. but now look at me! You've made me an alcoholic slut!
Tanya: Hey, we don't depend on alcohol... we enjoy it ;)

Hannah: When you go we'll keep in touch okay? :(
Amy: I promise we will! :(
Hannah: ...And I'll text and phone you every single day and msn you and use all my credit on talking to you!
Amy: Aww, that's swee...
Hannah: And it'll be non-stop phone sex! And cyber sex!
Amy: Wha!!.... :O
Hannah: And we'll have webcams ;) But no printscreen this time!
Amy: .... Damn!

Hannah: You can come!! (Refering to the concert)
Amy: I allready did :P
Hannah: Ew! You skanky thing :P
Amy: Only for you! :P
Hannah: Yay! I'm special!
Amy: Yes. Yes you are :P

What retards :L More dumb convos I just can't be bothered to type it out :P x

Cries In Vain

I was very emo last night and yesterday so I decided to take lots of photos. I suppose that and the drawings could be considered creative? Oh! And also I baked cookies today! Didn't eat any though.. still not bloody hungry!

Is this love or home sickness? I personally think home sickness.


A) There is no one to love. Well I like Oscar but noo not love.. lol.
B) I don't believe in love at this age!
C) I do really miss Bexhill and my friends :(


OH MY GAWD. I forgot to mention. I'm definatly coming down on the 26th July :P My parents have seen how emo I'm being so they're taking me down to let me go to the concert! But they have to stay in Bexhill too...fun. I think I'll get completely trashed that night..yeah that sounds good. Ooh and while I'm there I can stock up on booze and fags to piss off the parents! I've drunk some of the whitestar and I've still got the 3 fags left (Or was it 4?). It's just a question of how I use them. Should I get trashed and do it infront on my parents (Aka using them all up at once), or should I let them catch me drunk and smoking a couple of times? See, you have to think about these things :)




Awesome hair much? :D

I did it on my last day before me and Ailish met up with Matt and Oscar. We went to boots and I sprayed a load of the hairspray on me :D Was fun...





This is me in Primark...
xD
This was supposed to be a gross choice of dress but sadly I looked good in it :/
That happened in Topshop too.
We all went out and picked ugly clothes to try on and I chose some Tacky Shorts and A Bright Pink Ruffly Mini Skirt.
And, I looked good in them.
Unwanted result much!

Picture (Not So) Perfect- Not A lyric or song name but it's relevant :)

Want to see my life work?
Yeah, i got bored today and drew some things.
They're pretty shit but some of them make me laugh :D









































Kid(s) in Glass House(s)...



This is 'The House':






<-- The 'Luxurious' Study



















<-- Look sideways, it's the Kitchen




















<-- The Livingroom- Friendly or Foreign?



















<-- Last and Least- The Room I should call my own.



What a depressing house. Have you seen the colours? Boring, much?
I like the view from my room and that's about it. See, I can be positive :)
Even at hard times!