Sorry you're not a winner

This week has gone by really fast and it's been a lot better then last week. Last week went by so slowly and was so horrble :( The only bad thing about this week was Thursday and Friday.

My mum just said to me "Amy, why can't you just be normal?". A bit harsh I think. Why would I want to be normal anyway? Normal is boring and like everyone else. I want to be unique and different! She desperately wants me to be a normal girl. The ones with normal coloured hair, that like normal pop music, wearing skirts and dresses, who's hobbies are putting makeup on her mum and doing her hair and watch old and depressing TV programmes like 'Little house on the Prairie' with her.

Give me a break, like I'll ever be like that. I've got to feel bad for her though, when she expected a baby girl I'm sure she expected someone girly and feminine. And here she is with a bitchy, tom boyish, stroppy, emo, Anarchist who enjoys Rock music and is obsessed with Vampires. No wonder she wants me to change so bad, but it just isn't going to happen.

I'm thinking of writing a book or something. I've got nothing better to do here and it's a way to kill time untill I come back to Bexhill and see all my friends and actually be happy. Sounds good but I'm just too lazy to do it. But if I were to write a book it would be on Vampires for sure!